Diary of Marie Bashkirtseff

Notebook 032

April 1875 — May 1875

24 entries 24 translated

Main location: Nice

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I do not go to mass. The day after tomorrow is Easter. At three o'clock *at the procession of the plachtchanitsa.*

To mass. Julie has taken communion; in her best dress she is not at all plain.

I wake at quarter to twelve. Towards two o'clock I have lunch with everyone. By three o'clock I am ready — (Archduke dress, Watteau hat, yellow...

Ah, my beautiful dream!

The thing is to say that I have beaten Georges.

After Laussel, I go to Nina's, where Maman has taken refuge for the past two days. Her adorable brother would kill her at home. I am sure that if...

I do not know whether I mentioned that the unpleasantness with Collignon and her departure were caused by Grand-papa. The great imbecile had taken a...

Yesterday with Marie and Olga we told fortunes; I opened the book for ==Blackprince== and read: *he marries.*

Some Spanish women come with their wares. I buy a black mantilla, which I go perfectly mad over — and through it, over the Spanish language and over...

I want to learn Spanish, the balcony, the mantilla, and a serenade.

I no longer remember on what occasion, but Maman and my aunt began saying unkind things about the English.

Why am I certain of being a queen one day? I say so aloud and we laugh about it.

I go to lunch at Nina's with the others, but the *botvinia* (even writing the word dirties my pen) and the onions and such horrors make me desert.

I speak so much of being a queen that people are beginning to call me one.

At dinner I was organising my court. Yourkoff — chamberlain, because he brought me strawberries and fresh cucumbers.

I walk with Sabatini (Archduke dress, Watteau hat, *good*). Truly I am in love with myself.

At eight o'clock I am already out with Sabatini (short unbleached linen dress, unbleached stockings, golden shoes — the whole thing smart and...

At dinner we have all the Sapogenikoffs. I love having them but it makes me go to bed late, as in the evening everyone stays in the garden, laughing...

I am beside myself, it is so hot.

I was at the concert with Collignon and Olga; Marie and Nina had stayed behind at our house, having arrived in petticoats and white chemises. So — I...

I have written to Paul and to Sacha, so that they may make clear to my father that I am going to Russia — not to stay with him.

Maman, ma tante, and Nina go to Monaco — and we go to the château!

**33rd book begins** (begun Sunday, 16 May 1875, ended Sunday, 6 June 1875)