Diary of Marie Bashkirtseff

Notebook 106

September 1884 — October 1884

39 entries 39 translated

Main location: Paris

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While they were putting Jules to bed, we stepped into his brother's studio, and as I teased him a little about his architecture, he showed me a...

Can you for a moment admit the possibility that I am mad about Bastien?? No, I go, but there it is.

And the weather is fine every single day!

At that time I had grievances against him that had blinded me. I ought to have gone to him and nursed him to the end. He said nothing, because he was...

There is a whole family around Jules — the mother and the daughters, [Crossed out: women who are very] they stay to the end, but they seem like...

To go is to let on that he is very ill; to stay is to sit there like spectators while he writhes in pain —

I return with a raging fever. Guests arrive, but by some miracle are not kept to dinner. If you only knew!

The doctor was there, and this child wanted me to consult him. I took good care not to.

I have the pleasure of informing you that your drawing has been accepted by the *Figaro Illustré* and has even been particularly noted by our...

My aunt left on Monday; she will arrive at one in the morning, and the following morning the matter comes before them. And yet! If you knew —...

Friday, 8 August 1884

I need not bore you with my illnesses. The thing is that I can do nothing!!

— Him, him, the real one, word of honour!

The doctor comes every other day since Potain's visit — Potain sends his sub-Potain.

Bastien has come again. And Robert-Fleury.

Potain came yesterday. I am no better.

Woe to us. And how many doorkeepers are in perfect health!