Diary of Marie Bashkirtseff

Notebook 028

December 1874 — January 1875

27 entries 27 translated

Main location: Nice

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The deacon writes from Paris that he has seen our furniture — here are his very words:

I was doing my hair when M. Jean de Woerman was announced — as if a cloth merchant can have a *de* to his name! But it costs so little and gives him...

Maman is ill and I tremble. The dreadful thought of her death drew sighs from me that the rattling of the carriages barely concealed.

I spoke to no one except Woerman, who asked after Maman's health.

Foster tells me she met at Mrs Prodgers' a certain Monsieur de Something-or-other who asked to go riding with her; when she answered that she only...

But what takes the prize is that today two ==policemen== come to say that the gentleman has filed a complaint and that the dog must be locked up.

As I said, at half past ten I go riding with Foster; M. de Mauldre joins us near the public garden and we ride out to the Var. I ride Nesky — a...

The mad Gambart, or the idiotic Gambart, or the ill-mannered Gambart, or the impertinent Gambart — he came while I was having my morning tea. He...

I walked with Sabatini (white dress, white damask overcoat embroidered with gold — *fine*). There is not a soul worth paying attention to;...

"It nags at me and fills me with dread. I hope and hesitate at the same time."

I am fresh and well (black jacket — good). It is grey and cool; everyone appears dull and chilly, like the weather.

On the quay we met Bihovetz with Walitsky. I believe the General is to marry Zoé Pelikan.

And I hope — this time with some reason — to leave on Sunday.

Nothing more charming than galloping along this climbing road — rocks on one side, and on the other a steep hillside peopled with villas, gardens,...

For a moment I was seized by terror, for all these people seemed to me to have lost their minds — and truly I think they had, at that moment.

When shall I ever go to Paris! If only that she-devil Caroline will make me dresses. I saw a man so handsome that I leaned out of the carriage to...

My aunt has finished her questionnaires — and tomorrow, if God permits, we shall leave. Oh! happiness!

How I should love to do without these scenes — but the fact is, when I don't make one I get nothing.

At seven o'clock we are in Paris, at the Grand Hôtel — room 132, second floor.

All these things please me and I leave enchanted. Then to de Vertus: a white satin corset. And finally to Reboux: a grey hat and felt with feathers —...

But Duval does not fit me as I like — and I foresee dreadful things. God, have pity on me!

It rains. I was bored for an hour at the deacon's.

I have ordered a white coat — an evening wrap.

I sat for Walery: in my blue dress with my own hairstyle, and black satin shoes with openwork and Chinese-style points. I think it will be pretty.