Diary of Marie Bashkirtseff

At last I went to church, with Dina (white dress).

Lundi, 28 décembre 1874

I spoke to no one except Woerman, who asked after Maman's health.
It is cold and grey, dusty and windy, as in March. I am increasingly without a stitch to wear — all that remains proper to me is "the satin costume the good Lord gave me."
At the concert with Florence and Dina. We laughed — the little one is not too downcast and speaks freely of all sorts of things. The worst of it all right now is that I have nothing to put on.
In the evening comes my most honoured uncle Georges. Well! would one believe it — I attract that man.
We begin by talking business and end in a storm, for at every word I said he unleashed a hundred lamentations accompanied by howling.
"Only the grave straightens the hunchback," as they say in Russia.1
Now, I am not the grave, and therefore I cannot straighten these people — but I bear them no ill will on that account, quite the contrary.

Notes

Russian proverb: people do not change their essential nature.