Wednesday, 16 April 1879

I find Berthe at home, and in the evening we arrange the books with Bojidar, whom I call imbecile, idiot, etc. — with which he is very pleased.
A rather amusing conversation with Breslau. We were in the antechamber — she, Sarah, and I. I gave an orange to Sarah, who offered half to Breslau, saying with a laugh: "Take it — it's from me, not from Mademoiselle Marie." And as she hesitated, I stopped washing my brushes and, turning toward her:
— I offer it to you, I said, smiling. She was quite disconcerted, took the orange, and blushed.
— So did I.
— What it is to have oranges, I said, peeling a second one; do take some more, Mademoiselle.
— Look at us, Sarah — we have both gone bright red!
— How stupid it is, said Sarah!
— You are showered with my bounties, I said, laughing to Breslau, offering her another slice.
— You can see quite well that I don't care about you, she said, taking it.
— Not as much as I don't care about you. But if you really didn't care about me so very much, you would be less red.
— I don't care about myself either.
— Ah! Very well then.
And as it was becoming rather tense, I began to look at them, laughing.
— I admire you!
— Me? asked Breslau.
— Yes, you.
— You do well.
— Of course!
And that is all.
— Are you coming, Sarah! said Breslau. I returned to my brush-washing.
— It's childish.