Diary of Marie Bashkirtseff

Samedi, 21 novembre 1874

With Biasini we called on the stonemason and the locksmith. My aunt told him not to go beyond twenty thousand francs — he had asked a hundred thousand, which is not too much for what he is to do.
They are performing Les Brigands1 — I dress in white and silver and we set off, but oh, what a disappointment! Owing to the indisposition of some devil or other it is Barbe Bleue2 instead. I am promptly taken home [Crossed out: and I retrace my steps.] I undress and sit down to write.
The execrable and innocent Count spends the evening here. Poor wretch! I was sorry (mark what a kind heart) not to grant him the happiness of seeing me. It would have required me to dress again, so I contented myself with regrets — which is something, for a scoundrel of that sort. Poor soul. It seems to me that this creature cannot have a soul, or rather ought not to have one, because I have one; to speak of this shell — no, this mollusc — I should want a separate language so as not to defile the languages I actually speak.
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Notes

Offenbach comic operetta, 1869.
Offenbach comic operetta, 1866, substituted due to a performer's illness.