Wednesday, 27 June 1877

Yesterday I wrote a note to the Comte de Tanlay to ask for tickets for the review, and today he sends them to me. You remember the Comte de Tanlay at Spa, do you not? In receiving these tickets I felt as much emotion as at Antonelli's letter, at the portrait of Alexandre sent by Marcuard, and at a host of other occasions of every sort — which leads me to say this: What I took for matters of the heart were not, then? Or rather — and this last is the more probable — are the things of vanity and ambition, therefore, what I hold most dear in the world? Oh! That — that is true.
Returning from our exhausting shopping rounds in the cab, we find the cards of Berthe and her mother. I had written to her.
As last summer, in Paris at the same season, I am tired and dispirited. You see clearly that Antonelli had nothing to do with it. I did not know what to say — his name, thanks to the agreeable circumstances you know of, happened to be at hand, and I accused myself of being in love.
I have read The Romance of the Mummy by Th. Gautier. For me, who adore Egypt so deeply and hoped to find in this book a kind of chronicle — a historical entertainment — it is a disappointment. Beyond a heap of architectural and accessory names, one finds nothing Egyptian.
Bihovetz telegraphs the Princess Zeretel — from the depths of his valley or the heights of his mountain — a heap of droll things about the beautiful Italian youth who have apparently invaded Saint-Martin-Lemtasque (where he is staying), bringing pleasures as varied as they are charming. He concludes by reminding her that he will have his revenge upon the princess.