Maman said she is disgusted to see me blush for Audiffret. I too am disgusted by it, but is it my fault? I do not know for what sin I blush for this man.

It rains all day. I go out for one hour in a closed carriage with Dina and do not open my mouth.

Georges continues his drinking and I am indignant. Ah! The lessons worry me; they are not yet arranged and my conscience is not at ease. This instant I go up to my study to work on the arrangement of the hours.