Saturday, 22 September 1877

I do not know how it comes about, but I believe I want to stay in Paris. It seems to me that a year at the atelier Julian would serve well as a foundation. And besides one must not forget that in the present conditions a retired life in Rome would be a torment, however absorbed in the arts one might be. If I had never been there, it might be possible — but as things stand...
The Gonzalèses came.
"I had a mind to write to you no more, O Marcuard Pasha, but I must always tell something or other to someone. Women are often tedious; good friends assassinate you with parodies of Sévigné. Or else they are malicious — and then one must take great care what one writes, for fear of being devoured, God knows by what stopped-up, broken, false teeth — merely to think of it... fie! I see therefore only you, who are my foster-brother and friend of childhood. Thus I accept with gratitude the vow you make me. Do you know that I too was to go to England to my friend Lady Paget — but the poor woman has just died and I believe the journey will not take place. We are returning from Wiesbaden, where we spent several days after the pleasant Schlangenbad and where there is a very agreeable Russian society. Many old friends and new acquaintances. Mme Loris-Melikoff is there while her husband plays at being a soldier in Asia. My grandfather found his old friend Prince Repnin again and they could not bring themselves to part. In short it was charming, charming — but alas, Monsieur, too many women! We are here awaiting some decision; my throat is more or less cured but they order me to warm climates. I do not know what we shall do and I detest myself. It is an extremely disagreeable sensation — one is like the too-thin woman at the seaside: run as she may, her legs follow her! I have to propose to you an excursion far more agreeable than that wretched Sorrento. And please believe it is perfectly serious. The scheme would be to go from Nice to Rome on foot, stopping at all the interesting towns. One can get there in twenty-eight days, almost without fatigue. My superiors will go by carriage; I on foot; we shall be quite a party — I am awaiting letters from England! What do you say to that? Are you a lover of that sort of thing? In any case we shall see each other in Italy and I am counting on your helping hand, which will be given with vigour, to judge by the feats of Naples. So the mere idea of seizing you and laying you at Maman's feet makes me cry out... Well, I shall try — friendship obliges." Marie B.
I have just read in Le Figaro that the Prince de Melissano has murdered Count A. de Larderei. Can it be possible?!
Everything is possible in this world.